Why?

Why have I not blogged?
I don't know. I don't have an answer.

Why am I blogging today?
Because I feel neglectful, guilty. I feel like I'm letting someone down. Who? Myself. I mean this blog is for myself. I think I also feel little ..uhhhh...what's the word I'm looking for? I feel like I'm not profound. I read some blogs today where people just said things that made others comment. They made others think. Hell, obviously they made me think because I'm writing because of them. I wish I were like them. I wish I was witty. I wish I had a gazillion readers who would bookmark and have feeds to my every move. OK...so I don't wish that, but sometimes I do wish that what I blog about made a difference to someone. Maybe if I keep going, one day I will reach that goal.

I feel like my blog is hodge podge. I don't think I have a story. Or maybe I'm not a good storyteller. I don't seem to make it flow. It's a tangled web...LOL.

Guess that's just something that I need to work on. More practice.