Cheated?

I feel cheated. This morning my director said that it was non-negotiable that I come in and talk with her about a training presentation that we are supposed to give. I worked with her for an hour on the project. Then we went to the introductory training. At the intro training, she said that she was going to be the one giving the training session on Wednesday. I felt cheated. Here I have done a lot of work for this training, and was hoping to give a lot to the staff by allowing them to focus on lesson plans; however, she goes and adds all this unnecessary stuff and then takes over the presentation. I'm getting to the point where I don't care anymore. I'm not in the loop on things that I should know. I am not being considered as part of the team. I am not the one ostracizing myself. The other staff are making me feel this way. I have talked to them about it before, but I guess it didn't do any good. I'm hoping that the district will call me back. I applied for two positions: one technician, and one assistant. My only concern on the assistant is the pay. My concern on the technician is that they won't think that I am qualified enough for the position. As my DH pointed out to me, I wasn't qualified enough for either of the helpdesk positions, so what makes me think that they will hire me as a tech. Good point, but I can dream. I will definitely be applying for any position that opens with a good salary.

I've got to get moving on knitting stuff if I want to have stuff ready for the church thing in October. I'm not sure what I could have ready. My sis says that she wants to take pics of the church kids and have them available for parents to order packages at the thing. I could take some of the pics and do some scrapbook stuff with them if I thought about it. It depends on how soon she wants to do it, or if she even wants to. We'll see.

Well I'm not fretting so much about paying for school. The credit card company upped by limit without telling me, so I actually have $1000 more to work with. That doesn't mean that I can go spend it or anything. I'm still going to try to pay more than the minimum every time we can to get the balance down. The next out of pocket payment is like $750. Little more than I expected, but that's the price for education nowadays.